I cede

There is so much darkness surrounding me..
I can not see my shadow...
I can not feel my sorrow....

With a broken smile..I have lived so far...
Leaving myself behind...I wanna go..too far....


I jumped into the sea....I went deep..
Nothing to lose..and no promises to keep....
I was happy with me...Love..I found,
Death loved me...and I drowned...


Call it my bad luck...I found myself on bed....
soon I felt ...I was not dead...
It made me scream..
Oh NO!! I had lost my dream...

I want it back.....and I know I cant...
but now I know what I truly want..

They said....I lived in my dreams....
and today I felt they were true indeed....
I was not afraid....I was not scared...
Felt her love and I was blessed..

Enough of thoughts....
Enough I cried...
To lift the curse...
NOW I DECIDE.....

Lets put a bullet in my head....
and give my thoughts...a true friend....


-Nithin Manakkat

Riders on the storm

Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Into this house we're born
Into this world we're thrown
Like a dog without a bone
An actor out alone
Riders on the storm

There's a killer on the road
His brain is squirming like a toad
Take a long holiday
Let your children play
If ya give this man a ride
Sweet memory will die
Killer on the road, yeah

Girl ya gotta love your man
Girl ya gotta love your man
Take him by the hand
Make him understand
The world on you depends
Our life will never end
Gotta love your man, yeah

Wow!

Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Into this house we're born
Into this world we're thrown
Like a dog without a bone
An actor out alone
Riders on the storm

Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm

ALL HAIL JIM MORRISON \m/

First They Came............by Martin Niemöller

"THEY CAME FIRST for the Communists,
and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Communist.

THEN THEY CAME for the trade unionists,
and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a trade unionist.

THEN THEY CAME for the Jews,
and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew.

THEN THEY CAME for me
and by that time no one was left to speak up for me"

-Martin Niemöller

Inside Out

Carved my mind.....with those lovely hands....
left the scar.....beautifully intact....
free the sky...now free the child.....
kill the shadow..you dumped inside....

A hollow soul....with a silent howl.....
I ll go alone....and never be alone.......
My thoughts bleed.....memories healed......
I ll go alone....and never be alone.......

-Nithin Manakkat